It was easier being heart broken
Because at least I knew where I stood
Because living the way that I do
Just isn’t living
I’m starved for affection
There is no touch
No kiss
No care
No basic comfort
Slowly every day you withdraw just a little more from me
Most days I don’t even think you like me as a person and you make it seem like you can’t even tolerate me
There is no love
Just hatred and resentment
It feels like a punishment
I try my best but all I receive is criticism
I keep telling myself it will get better
The biggest lie I tell myself
And I guess because I have tried so fucking hard and have given so fucking much
I just don’t know what this was all for
Mick Monster 